You forget how much you’ve had because no one is staring at you judging you for ordering another drink!
So you keep drinking because you are without judgement eyes watching your every sip
8 whiskey sours later I’m pretty buzzed. Yay for the happy buzz!
Letting go is the hardest thing but when you do, God it feels good!
I feel so like myself that I wonder why it took me this long to get here… This place of being secure with who and what you are. To let go of doubt of not being worthy enough and realize that this is my life— I can either dwell or make the most out of it!
Each day I’m surprised by something he says or does… To be with someone you’re equally yoked with (grandma term) does make a difference. We aren’t 100% the same— couldn’t handle a male version of myself— but on the things that matter, the big things, we are alike. We are each other’s biggest cheerleader and worse nightmare :-p and I’m loving every moment!
I’m mad at myself for dating my ex for so long and not walking away sooner… That will be my one regret in life. I wasted 2 years with him. Or more like I spent two years figuring out what I wanted only to realize something better was out there